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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

boos ~` today's Mother Tongue paper was freaking DIFFICULT ! i wanna cry ! Mrs So told us that there's 5 pupils who got an A* for Mathematics and afew nearly fail . 50+ . its a sure that its me . anyway , i own Farhan $5 as i bet with him that if i pass my Mathematics , i will give him $5 . actually its suppose to be $10 but i reduce it by half . heex . talked with Farhan during recess time . while talking , Adam came i called ma a piglet . -.- then Farhan , made a oink oink sound . Then Farhan told me that syakirin's sister is dare short . lol . Then suddenly syakirin pop out from nowhere then he heard what Farhan said then i dunno what he said to Farhan then he laughed while he walked to Farhan there . i felt weird . i guess the feeling has already fade . as time passes , feeling will fade to nothingness . so just let it be . as . . . i`ll be going for chinese guy when i`m in secondary onwards . (=

Composition was alright but paper 2 was a murder !` - sigh - lots of mistakes already . haiix . i`m gonna do badly for it . After school , went to KCF then to basketball court . same people but this time Shi Min joined us . had loads of laughter as usual but no photos as i had forgotten to bring my phone to school . boos `~ sebastian was unhappy . understand how he feels . but cheer up yea ? he's just super funny . when we were at KFC , he created lots of jokes . and he's super CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! as usual , had loads of laughter with him in the playground . gEez !` First time saw Farhan getting angry . scary lah .

Dan Ying still haven load the pictures into the computer ! [ you dont load i really take the cable and put into your CB arh ] =x went home at around 4.40p.m . on the way home at Jurong Point interchange , saw Miss Kang !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooohooo`~ talked with her . she was with her handsome boyfriend . haha . i simply love Miss Kang can . haha . had a great time talking with her . she asked me how was school and everything then i told her Prelim was difficult . especially the Maths . then she wished me good luck for tomorrow's paper ! haha . [ envy me ] gEez !` then told her about the new P.E teacher then i said that she's still the best . haha . Then she say we are always complaining . hahax . we[6A] just simply cant help it . she also told me not to tell anyone something . its to be comfirm first . haha . hope she'll turn up on that day . (=

off to study for my Science . i must do good as Mrs So is the Head Of Department of Science ! anyway , when Mrs So was telling the class about our results and eveything , she suddenly looked at me and gave me a funny smile . - scary - is it a hint to me telling me i did badly ? i suppose it should be . - sigh -

i didn know that things would turn out to be like this . i always told myself that there will always be a hope but after so many weeks or should i say months have past , it still remain so cold between the both of us . i always wish that we can be as close as how i`m close as with all your friends . i always hope that i will have a shoulder to lean on whenever i`m down . i could always share joyous with you when something good happened . both of us would go through many ups and downs together . you will always be the first to notice my problems . you'll be sensetive on how i feel . but i`m just being too NAIVE to be hoping for all this to happen . i always told myself that i've had already forgotten you . i no longer love you . the feeling has already fade but i`m just lying to myself and people around me . but this time round , i am very sure , i no longer have any hope between the both of us . i some how or rather have no feelings towards you anymore . my feeling has gradually starting to fade . i guess , you will no longer be my life , my everything like i always thought it is . you will be my history , just a memory of mine . so this time round , its a real BYE .`

- bye ;; my boy -

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